Sadistic Symbiosis

Another one
Another box of tissues
Another call on my log
I’m tired
No longer will I be your sponge to soak your hurt
Like a bar of soap, washing away your pain but losing bits of myself in the process
You’re a masochist
You love to get hurt more than you love
What number are we on now, 5?
I don’t want to make some girl happy
I want to make you happy
But it doesn’t seem in reach
Maybe it’s because we’re young
But its to a point where I’m tired
Tired of being there for but not enough to stop being around
Maybe I’m a masochist

Darius Noel